“Maybe if my heart stops beating it won’t hurt this much. And never will I have to answer again to anyone. Please don’t get me wrong because I’ll never let this go, but I can’t find the words to tell you. I don’t wanna be alone, but now I feel like I don’t know you”—"Never Let This Go" Paramore
i was getting ready to do this huge relay race for charity with Penn Badgley (aka Dan) and we were getting nervous that the rest of my co-stars/team (team Gossip Girl because apparently, i was on the show) were not going to show up because they didn’t get ready with us. we went to the starting line and lo and behold, there they were! we were so excited i ran up to Ed Westwick (Chuck) and gave him a huge hug and then Leighton Meester (Blair) and i said “oh man! i am so glad to see you guys! we thought you weren’t going to come” and they said they just wanted to get ready elsewhere.
my brother was going to be on Conan O’Brien so my family went down to surprise him. me, my parents, my cousins Katie and Cherlyn, my aunt Mel and Uncle Mike all went together. When we got there, i ran in and got front row seats but no one else wanted to sit in the front so they went to the balcony so i sat by a bunch of random kids. As the show began, they showed the names of who was on the show for the night and it said Jon Hadegens and i was so mad (and surprised) that they got his name wrong. When my brother came out, we were all cheering and he mentioned his family was in the audience and i screamed all by myself and Conan made fun of me. Then after his segment, there was an intermission and i was talking to all the kids (when i say kids, i mean like high school age) that were by me and then when they called us back in, i stopped for like 2 seconds to throw something away and when i got to my seat, they had re-arranged where they were sitting and they made me sit by the annoying girl.