December 2009
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rant on life
i kinda thought things were working out. i thought there was going to be some change happening. well, guess what havens? change doesn’t always just happen. you gotta make it happen. life isn’t going to work itself out. you gotta work it out yourself. every time i take classes, i get lazy at the end of the semester. i don’t do projects, i cut class all the time, i just have a...
Dec 1st
Dec 1st
November 2009
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dexter.
i’d like to think i don’t have an addictive personality. i have coffee a lot but i don’t get headaches when i don’t have it. but i’m pretty sure this is what an addiction feels like. i am shaking, my heart is pounding and i cant stop thinking about it. and i’m not even watching it right now. i guess this is what they call withdrawals. i watched one episode with...
Nov 30th
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Nov 26th
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“Today, I was at school wearing my harry potter t-shirt. Then these girls who...”
– MLIA
Nov 26th
Nov 26th
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i am thankful for
i sometimes get a little lonely and frustrated in the holiday season. With all the songs and “couple” stuff going around, i get bummed that i am single (you think i’d be used to it by now). But i want to make sure that this year is different. I am so thankful for everything in my life. i hear stories from some of my friends about their parents and how annoying they are and they...
Nov 25th
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WatchWatch
Merry Christmas!
Nov 25th
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“So one day he found her crying Coiled up on the dirty ground Her prince...”
– Paramore “Brick By Boring Brick”
Nov 24th
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mlia
Today, for my grandpa’s birthday, he legally changed his name to Gandalf. Our last name is Grey. Today i auditioned for the school musical. a girl decided to sing Under The Sea from The Little Mermaid. when she got to the part ‘darling its better, down where it’s wetter’ she paused and said ‘that’s what she said’ then continued to sing the rest of the...
Nov 24th
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speedy gonzales
i did an online application to Borders this morning and about 3 minutes after i finished, i got a phone call from an unknown number and i was like “holy crap! that was fast!”. But actually it was BevMo asking me to interview. so yay! i have an interview tuesday at 2 :)
Nov 22nd
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Listenso glad i found this song. LOVE this man.
Nov 22nd
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“Today, I was walking with my little brother down the street and we saw an open...”
– MLIA
Nov 20th
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Nov 19th
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“Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday When I caught your eye We caught...”
– Forever And Always - Taylor Swift
Nov 19th
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“the thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices”
– O Holy Night (my favorite Christmas song)
Nov 18th
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Nov 17th
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i can't let go
why can’t i ever let go? when a friendship is over, i still think about them. probably too much. even if they hurt me so bad and i should want nothing to do with them. and sometimes i think they think about me, and then other times i think they want nothing to do with me. i don’t think i am the person who has to have everyone like me. but i think i just like knowing no one hates...
Nov 17th
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another one?
sometimes i feel like i give and give and never get anything in return. sometimes i want to do what they do to me to make them feel how i feel. but then i realize i could never stoop that low. i can’t change who i am and i can’t intentionally hurt people. i feel like the grinch, my heart is 3 sizes to big.
Nov 15th
Nov 15th
Nov 14th
scratch it
everything just sounds better on vinyl. not only is the sound quality of the record better than that of a cd or an mp3, life in general just sounds better. happier. more fun. speaking of fun, they were amazing tuesday night. i should get them on vinyl.
Nov 14th
here we go again.
i think it’s time to get this thing going again. i need a place to say things. i doubt anyone will read it so maybe i will feel more myself here. let’s see how this goes.
Nov 14th